It has been a month since my last post here but really for me time hasn't past fast enough. I made a 'To-do' list as of New Years Day and have got some of it done, while other things on that list had to be crossed off due to costs or something came up on those dates.
Since my last post I've been taking it easy, really... after going to college for 12 months and working to the last minute on my university application I spent most of March and April sleeping in. Which is nice and all but I can't really get a lot of things done. Really, right now I am slowly counting down the days to find the fate of my university application which I shall find out at the end of May.
I've for the most part besides sleeping in have been playing games and getting into beta events. Diablo 3 Open Beta Weekend (last weekend) and this weekend Guild Wars 2 Beta Weekend. I am able to post about them since their Non-discloser agreements have been lifted which is a good thing. I have also been playing my other MMOs, EVE online and of course several others.
Earlier this year I order a Building Inspector course online and well, haven't really got around to get it done. It doesn't really take too long I just haven't really had a chance. But since I left my restaurant job at the end of February I have had no income since. Which has made things a bit interesting since I like occasionally ordering books online and plus I had a few monthly game subscription fees. Now that i mention that I really should get it done so I have more financial freedom.
I have also had a few over the top ideas I'd like to get done this year, but they can only happen if I get some more money aka an income.
I'd love to restore a classic car in 7 weeks and I'd also love to build a small pocket yacht. But both of those cost a fair amount of $$$.
As i mentioned earlier in my blog (I may not have) was about all I went through prior to starting this.
2011 was a good and terrible year for me, I got to meet someone who meant the world to me only to be verbally beaten and abused that summer (cheated on too, like that wasn't enough). I try my hardest to get by that and it has been almost a year but the pain is still with me. It feels so terrible trust someone only to be blackmailed and hurt so bad. They though 'revenge' would be the best way to get back at their loved one as if love didn't mean anything. They though mentioning that they'll cherish the memorial moments after making the one they love worthless and horrible would make things less worse.
Yet they forgot to read something which seems to pop up very frequently.... If the people you love cheats to be with you, it means they will cheat to be without you.
All I would like is to be able to move on from this completely, and of course have karma give each of them a taste of their own medicine. I'd also wish that the person who use to mean the world to me would have the foresight and planning to realize what a wonderful opportunity they had and lost.
